~~~ DWELL~~~

hmmm had and interesting session in yesterday sunday night service~~~ the pastor was preaching about why dwell in presence of God or sumthing like dat :P but neway he chosed Mark 14 where Jesus is having His last supper together with His diciples.... and surely He said that one of them will betray him.... and surely the diciples were asking themselves or was it each other "Is it me?" and later the pastor had us read Mark chapter nine or four like dat where the diciples are having and argument. their argument was among them who is the Greatest? haha ppl would think that's a silly argument and the bible says that at that moment Jesus was not with them! sooo~~~ Jesus not with them and they argue who is greater? but when Jesus was with them and the began to wonder " am i the one who is going to betray Jesus?"

it just resemble to us that whenever we choose not to dwell in the presence or we dun allowed Jesus to be involved~~~ we have the tendacy to rank ourselves who is greater in terms of power, riches and authority, and that we are seeking power other than seeking God, seeking temporary riches rather than the riches that couldn't be bound! But when we are dwell in the presence of God and letting Jesus to intervene, we began to see how Great, Majestic, Merciful, Glorious is our God! and then we saw ourselves full of guilt and just how stupid and shallow minded are we in this temporary world. The pastor also took example in Isiah where in the beginning i think it was Elijah was talking to the nations of Israel in the first few chapters where he began the words "Woe to You" and later when he let's Jesus taking over he realized that what position he is in and began to speak at chapter 5 "Woe to Me".

During worship, i felt God presence and soon later when the pastor was preaching i began to understand y we dwell in the presence of God. I began to open up my eyes on how foolishly i was trying to solve problems in my life!!! i began to ask for forgiveness and letting God to hold my Life and i lay my all unto Him... this is so much like saying God wants an intimate relationship with us coz God sooo love us!!! and through His love we should be initmate with each other too~!!! just like i remembered wat Joshua had said.... Let us have transperancy with each other!!~~~~ and that will build up the body~~~ Hope those who read this understand wat i'm babling about~~~ its a long one~~~ i guess i'll stick to this church.... Vineyard~~~~ they have good songs!!!!

~WalTer~GlowIng in RadiaNce~