~~~ TWO MONTHS~~~

haha last update was like march~~~~ and now almost nearing two months i've finally update~~~ seems like i'll update only when i'm bored or nothing to do~~~~ well no rest for me~~~ sigh~~~ holidays are suppose to rest and have fun but then a lot of plans and paper work to be done~~~ the work loadd is like work in 90% and 10% work out~~~ maybe i should get going~~~

hmmmm~~~ i've finally understand how you felt when your love ones are away and you're constantly worried what will happen to him/her~~~ you keep wondering if he /she is safe and the thoughts just keep on comin in and comin in~~~ at this moment you suddenly knew how your parents felt when you go out with friends on a road trip and then u didn't call and report back~~~ i bet some will be wondering how come i'm feeling like this??? hahaha~~~ well let's just say someone is not here and went outstation~~~ ahahha~~~

actually at this time, the only place where i can find peace is at the presence of the Most High~~~ His presence give you this feelin of peace, comfort and comfirmation that your luv one's are in His hands~~~ i thank God for that~~~

i really want to thank Him~~~ all these while i've seen ppl get depressed over their love life but i must say i thank God for giving me strength to go through these situation~~~ i must say if i didn't knew Him prob i'll just keep on indulge myself in a non-reality world~~~ ahaha sound's serious~~~but yeah i thank God for that~~~ for givin me strength and always there comforting me~~~ but now i have a feeling of starting a relationship but then it seems that this relationship won't work~~~ i think i should wait and trust God in this~~~ oh well... God, I put my trust and Faith in you~~~ i pray that i may have a good patner in the future~~~ amen!!!!