Heart broken.... sad~~~ but found strength:)

wahhaahhaha..... finally i can log on to internet..... wahliao..... just because da modem "kaputed" bring tons and tons of problems..... finally its fix..... sooo hehe.... can go online already.....

haiz..... feelin heartbroken.... hmmmm feelin dis da second time..... well the power of luv is really really powerfull.... well.... found a gurl wic i had a crush on..... yeah i know its sounds like a bit imature luv like dat..... but oh well..... she already have a bf..... sooo as the good me..... of course i get jealous lar.... like duh rite???? can't do anything....

If da big Guy up there showed u this it surely means sumthing rite???? sooo wat do i do????? i pray lor..... pray for them.... pray for their relationship to be bound more tightly each passing day..... haha.... suddenly sounds like i'm soooo great letting her have all the happiness..... like wat most luv stories would say.... not all lar...... if u truly want the gurl to be happy...... give her wat she wants......

okok.... i'm just doing the rite thing... i mean if He does not want this to happen then it don't rite???? i mean i do really luv her but if He do not aprove it den it will not happen rite??? sooo now.... i'll just trust Him and let Him do all the planning in my life..... after all My God plans for me goes beyond my wildest dreams!!! "Planet Shakers, Big" rite???? agree???

it really really hurt when u have a whole heart wic suddenly breaks..... not into a million pieces but just a small fraction will hurt..... yeah.... this morning felt like dat way..... oh well.... i've decided to pray and ask God to heal and mend dis broken heart..... and yeap.... it's recovering.... and now it's time for me to go college.... sooo i'll stop ere.....

God bless all.....